.Thursday, December 24, 2009Y
i rly dun know what to do. the story was this: it is a day. um. i think a morning then when i went to school, everyone is wearing their casual dress. o crap. i dun know what to do. then my classmate approached me telling me that it was a special day then. i was the only one wearing school uniform. got busted. then my classmate [ another ] approached me. a guy. he volunteered that he'll accompany me all the way home. but i said it was okay bcos he's not the one i am waiting to say that. then i saw him. he approached me and volunteered also. but my best friend clinched me tighly and said that she'll accompany me. we went to our home. to my grandparents home where i once lived for years. i was in big shock. there's a number of ppl on the way. and most of them were.. kids. kids.? O.o 
why there were a lot of kids out there? they looked like umm.. i dun know how to say but all of them look weird. then most of the children were not wearing clothes or something like that, some were torn and dirty. loowwll. my best friend and i went to the house then someone went out from the door. i dun know her. but it seems that she knows me very well.. she told us to go inside. then it is very quiet. when i was abt to ask her one thing, she's gone. all there on the floor were her clothes. whoa. that was weird. so. what we have here upstairs.? o my. they were all in the terrace. in the railings.including my grandmother. the kids in the terrace were all naked. my. what does this mean.? then this was the terrible part. the kids jumped off the railings 1by1. then my grandmother seems to be umm.. what u call this.. aware? loowwll. aware? it seems that they dun care of what was happening then.. i woke up. happy it was just a dream.. 
another... my onee-chan and i were.. patched up. so happy.. i told her that i will still be waiting for her.. no matter what.. this love will stay in my sweet jigoku ♥ î , îî forever.. idcidcidc
again.. bcos.. pain for someone u rly love is enough to suffer and carry all the sacrifices for.. a battle worth fighting for..
umm.. who is syafina matusin.? arg.. what is this.? another problem.? urgh. i wish she'll not be a hindrance to my
onee-chanthere will be a lot more problems to come in sweet jigoku ♥ î.. follow ^_^
Updated @ 10:41 AM
me me me. just simple. i have my own world. a bit crazy :* i hate plagiarism. anti-plagiarism. of course you dun wan others to copy somebody's work because that is copycatttt. and i hate copycats. i love anime. anime is my life so i recommend you watch one :P. i love chatting. i love manga. planning to be a mangaka someday i wish***. i love lollipops and anything that is sweet. i love updating my blog ♥. i hate backstabbers. i know you're familiar wif them. i love cute things soo paparaprap.
i love rainbow. everytime i see it, i gain hope. but never love. if someone asks me have you ever fall in love, i would answer yes. but i never wan to be in love again. bcos it really does hurt inside. it is true that love hurts. but to me, after i move on, everything will be fine. absolutely alright >:] i do not take revenge. yet. loowwll. i hate peer pressure. i don't believe in destiny. fate sucks. like that of my classmate, that person did not stop saying bad things to me. but know what? idc.idc.idc.
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