NiCOLE ♥ [ DADA ]

2010-01-09T18:58:00.002+09:00

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2010-01-01T21:15:00.000+09:00

gomen for not posting. nowadays we are a bit busy preparing for new year :p u know the graham special.? umm.. love that :p nomnomnom. but there is no sweetier than my nic.ko.. and onee-chan, mochiron.. i love sweets but of all that i've tasted, they are the ones that left me the sweet feeling remarks too. umm.. santa did not gave me my only wish: the only thing that can tremble me - onee-chan. i wish her and santa that she fly over here but.. umm.. betsuni. i oredi gave up to this selfishness that i might have been possessing for the past years. i rly wonder what onee-chan looks like.. and i believe she's kawaii.. indeed, we haven't see each other yet but i know what i am feeling now. it is childish and immature.. suppose that is what u're thinking.. umm.. this one, i am much pushing through. pushing all my luck.. and keep waiting for my love onee-chan.. all of these, i credit to god and eyl ♥. it is not true that i am.. ugh i forgot what to say. umm.. NEway, i wish seikon no quasar and gurenki were anime oredi. arg.. hate waiting.. but i need to.. and.. i have watched strawberry panic.. another anime that trembled me.. ja nee..

ñu yr. O.o

2009-12-29T14:58:00.000+09:00

o. so why am i posting again.? o my. aha. i know i know. there is something wrong wif me now and i wan it not to be cleared but umm.. how.? well, i dun know too. XD i am so happy now that we wer already patched up and that there is no problem... but as i tend to look it that way, fear passes through my eyes and pulling my courage backwards.. T^T how is that.? o. betsuni. betsuni.

a happy day.

2009-12-26T10:21:00.000+09:00

o.. that was a happy day yesterday. we went to our friend's house and sing along lalala ♪ ahah. my. i dun wan to sing but they insisted >.< we have our other classmated there and we ate delicious food from tey. that was what i call real xmas. but still, a.h. because onee-chan is not wif me, well it would be much real happy if she's here ^_^ after that i called to my mum bcos it was getting late [ for them ] i said the food haven't cook yet and they were still preparing for it :D uahah >:] tey's mum is very kind. she insisted to eat food. lots of food. hehe. ja nee.

another.

2009-12-25T21:15:00.002+09:00

have a merii kurisumasu to all of u :D umm.. i am a bit happy osoo for today bcos i chat wif onee-chan :D
and of course umm.. my other tomodachi were here a while ago to celebrate xmas :D onee-chan is not wif me now so i am very sad. fortunately, my tomodachi were here :D or else
i will go... o.. cannot imagine that one uh.. XD i love yuki nagato up there ↑ ^_^

todays is.

2009-12-25T10:49:00.000+09:00

whoa. cannot imagine.. it is kurisumasu oredi uuaaaaa. the cake XD.

uuuaaa. love L ^_^.

nice ^_^ hehe.. onee-chan loves this o :D

haruhi suzumiya :D mikuru asahina :D and my favorite.. yuki nagato :D

kawaii shana chibi eating melon bread ♥

2009-12-25T01:03:00.000+09:00

meri kurisumasu. have a happy horidayyys la :D mmmmmm hugs :]

atmosphere.. atmosphere.. ^_^

oyasumi nasai` ~

2009-12-24T22:30:00.002+09:00

harloooo. ooo. got to sleep first before eating the cake. sweet :D
o.. i wish onee-chan is here to cheer me up. i feel a.h. [ artificial happiness. ] again o :[ o.. oki oki. BRB. sleep first. tzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
^_^

and o.. i love this picture of chibi L ↓

kawaii o ~

umm.. onee-chan, if u're reading this,

just wan say...

i love yoooou :p

oyasuminasai`..

hrs. mins.

2009-12-24T22:04:00.002+09:00

oooooooooooooooooo. the night before xmas. hehe XD sweet. let me guess.. umm.. of course lots of ppl will go party now. :P like hehe. but of course, i am not that =.=" i will just enjoy xmas wif my onee-chan and umm.. i am just scared.. scared of what? scared of... arg. cannot say la. >.< if we ever fight again or ahumm.. ~~let go~~, uuaaaarrggg. i dunno what to do NEmore :[ you know.. i love her sooooo muchie that i myself cannot control of what i feel. i am getting xcited when will she come over here :P i wish.. that will be very very soon.

nice. i like this one. i think it means that eventhough how much u say i hate you, deep inside, it is really u'll never know that u someone if u're that selfish u know.. that is why now, u should tell ur someone that u love them or else... the moment will pass. u should try no matter what... if u rly love the person, u'll succeed for sure.

tralalalala ♪

quote.

2009-12-24T15:12:00.000+09:00

harloo. i am posting again for another breaking, breath-taking and crazy yet kawaii sweet jigoku î. everyone who loves me - welcome here :D umm, i have received an sms msg

difference between goodbye and letting go:

goodbye is...

i'll see u again when i am ready to hold

ur hand & if u'r ready to be mine...

letting go is...

i'll miss ur hand.

i realized that u'r not mine to hold

& i'll never be urs again...

o.. i knew it. ara ara.. i have once read this quote and i know it was a bit referral. so.? what would i say.? the quote says it all. i think it is not also for me. i dun wan goodbye's and letting go's or something. i only wan ja nee. later. ~~see u~~. ^{BRB SWEETiE ♥}...

got it.? oyeoyeoye.. ja nee` ♥ ~

tomorrow.

2009-12-24T13:09:00.002+09:00

so. tomorrow is xmas day should i be happy? well, i am mixed. arg. i wan to eat the cake umm.. what should i say.? loowwll. i rly wan the cakeeeee. so sweet. like my blog

nothing much to be happy of. it is just that the things that make me happy isn't here.. but always stays in my

i am very very very sleepy today. urg. dun wan to stay party ppls all night alt="dada"> tomorrowwwwwwww isn't it? to u, be happy okay.? dun imitate me. hehe.

nightmares.

2009-12-24T10:41:00.001+09:00

last night, i had a nightmare. and i am soooo glad there's still tomorrow i rly dun know what to do. the story was this: it is a day. um. i think a morning then when i went to school, everyone is wearing their casual dress. o crap. i dun know what to do. then my classmate approached me telling me that it was a special day then. i was the only one wearing school uniform. got busted. then my classmate [ another ] approached me. a guy. he volunteered that he'll accompany me all the way home. but i said it was okay bcos he's not the one i am waiting to say that. then i saw him. he approached me and volunteered also. but my best friend clinched me tighly and said that she'll accompany me. we went to our home. to my grandparents home where i once lived for years. i was in big shock. there's a number of ppl on the way. and most of them were.. kids. kids.? O.o why there were a lot of kids out there? they looked like umm.. i dun know how to say but all of them look weird. then most of the children were not wearing clothes or something like that, some were torn and dirty. loowwll. my best friend and i went to the house then someone went out from the door. i dun know her. but it seems that she knows me very well.. she told us to go inside. then it is very quiet. when i was abt to ask her one thing, she's gone. all there on the floor were her clothes. whoa. that was weird. so. what we have here upstairs.? o my. they were all in the terrace. in the railings.including my grandmother. the kids in the terrace were all naked. my. what does this mean.? then this was the terrible part. the kids jumped off the railings 1by1. then my grandmother seems to be umm.. what u call this.. aware? loowwll. aware? it seems that they dun care of what was happening then.. i woke up. happy it was just a dream.. another... my onee-chan and i were.. patched up. so happy.. i told her that i will still be waiting for her.. no matter what.. this love will stay in my sweet jigoku ♥ î , îî forever.. idcidcidc~~idc~~^idc_idc what they say abt us.. i love pain.. and that is why i never wan to be fall in again.. bcos.. pain for someone u rly love is enough to suffer and carry all the sacrifices for.. a battle worth fighting for..

umm.. who is syafina matusin.? arg.. what is this.? another problem.? urgh. i wish she'll not be a hindrance to my onee-chan

there will be a lot more problems to come in sweet jigoku ♥ î.. follow ^_^

xmas is coming but.

2009-12-23T13:13:00.001+09:00

all i hear is that xmas is coming yaaaaayy. soo hahahaappyy. but i just ignore them loowwll. it is an ordinary xmas for me. nothing much impt. to do. besides in helping celebrating it, eating is fun to do. there. urg. dun know what to do. i do not make fuss yet a lot of things rly nonstop running in my head all i see everywhere i go is that everybody is very happy. i wish i were that happy too. artificial smile and happiness is what i deserved. as of all those party & crazy looking party ppl out there. am i being numb and insensitive.? no. i am just stoical. that is my nature. ^_^ i am not fond of showing any emotion or something it makes me puke loowwll. in short, i am not showy. got that.? arigatou. i rly love violence. esp. in anime/manga a lot. i love yuri anime/manga. of course u'll not get me. u'l get all wrong. bcos u'r not in the situation. loowwll. eventhough how much ur understanding to ur super level is, still, u'l not get what i mean. i love everything that makes me happy. but. what makes me happy is not real. only artificial.

seikon no quasar ~ ♥

2009-12-22T16:41:00.001+09:00

yyaaaayyy. my all time favorite manga/soon to be anime fills my heart wif so much joy! :D umm.. to be honest, before my favorite was fushigi yuugi. but now, it is seikon no quasar. i mean, fushigi yuugi is now my second to my faves. yepyep. [ currently eating choco knots.] my third is tokyo majin gakuen kenpuchou ♥ and fourth is witchblade.. hai`.. u cannot get me all wrong. i rly rly ♥ anime. what do u expect? loowwll. of course all of us can unite and u know, i osooo ♥ manga . get used to it. anime/manga rly rules.

hurt.

2009-12-21T22:36:00.001+09:00

i no longer care anymore.. i'll not get fooled by those sweet words.. i am such a stupid person. i mean it. being fooled by a person like you. thank you for all the pain inside. these scars will leave me marks but only marks. nothing more. such an idiot. watashi ga bakka nee. sayounara to you.. before you act, please, think twice b'cos there might be someone who'll get hurt..

jealousy sucks. i mean it.

mystery 6.

2009-12-21T19:05:00.001+09:00

ara ara. i have once watched this mystery 6 of super junior. my.

i really jumped in goosebumps loowwll XD.

i mean, this is only fictional but you see, ara ara. it is quite good oso :]

you oso watched this yaa.

2009-12-21T18:59:00.004+09:00

waa. look at this. hehe.. i kinda like pictures wif this atmosphere.

soooooo kawaii for me uaa.

hate world. love life ♥

2009-12-21T18:32:00.002+09:00

nicole ♥

urg. i response to those friendly loowwll ♥

i lovelovelove playing around. i am innocent li'l girl :*
i dun need your opinion

lastly, i will write everything i want. essence of blog, does it`? :]

♥

crap.

2009-12-21T18:16:00.001+09:00

o.. working on a new blog. starting new one. loowwll. i hate world. but i will never hate life :] now, i want to scribble. scribble. mua :* ♥ facebook is quite cool than friendster now, isn't it? :o i hate those saying blasphemous things abt me. sh`. wo bu hen hao. arg. wish a rainbow world. no sacrifice only lollipops, sweets and chocoyeys :] . but who knows? that kind of world does not exist only in your imagination loowwll. vviioolleett. i love violet color. makes me happy though. rainbow. makes me happy too. i see colorful yeyeyeye days so bright. i so hate copycats and i hate plastics people. you really dun have rights though :o. whenever i see a new day, i often get excited loowwll. but when i remember i owe some problems i get so scared. i just commemorate what the quote said to me: you want to suicide to escape your problems when in reality you only want to be saved. i considered that quote `cos it implies true to life urg. kisses, love, cuteness, respect, violence, sweets, lollipops, hugs, hope, endurance and sacrifice are some of the essentials to survive life.

love doesn't make the world go round.

love is what makes the ride worthwhile.